Guys , they are just the same , a few may be not . well . i met this guy , and he seems different than other guys i have met before , he is just the most sweetest gentleman , and .. i hope he really is different from those assholes.

i dont know why , but i feel weird , like im starting to have feelings for him , bestie keeps telling me to let it out , but im just afraid to do it , what if he does not have feeling for me , and that will just hurt my feelings more , i'd rather keep my feeling than telling it . gosh .. even now i dont know if i'll be posting this or not , its just that im not ready . hmmm .. and sadly , i have a feeling he still loves his ex girlfriend . when he was telling me stuffs bout her . i was like 'omg' what am i doing , i felt so sad and i just cried to release all those sadness , and dearest bestie helped me , she cheered me up . thank you bby ezah !! . love you lahs ! .and if i got this guy which i really dream for , i'd hold that guy tightly in my arms and promise never to let him go .  but sadly im not sure still if he is the one , i just have this bad feeling that he still loves his ex girlfriend . haiyo ..

All i wish for is , that someone to whisper to me softly , words like music , and says ' i love you ' and im sure that night would be the happiest night of all for me . And from that day onwards , i'd make him not regret for picking me to be his special someone . and make him happy for the rest of his life . this , i promise . sincerely from the bottom of my heart , i'll lock this promise and throw the key away where no one will find it .