For 8 years , i didn't get to see my dad , and after that 8 years ,
i finally got to visit him ,

god ! , i missed him so much . its a long story ,
and its also complicated though .

my mum , she actually was not married to my dad when i was born ,
after a few months i was born , daddy kept bringing girls home ,
knowing that he was a playboy and made lots of girls pregnant .
but still his the greatest dad , so after that , mum couldn't take it ,
she wanted to leave my dad coz he didn't want to marry her and he kept bringing girls in the house ,
then my dad told her to leave , but there was one problem , mum wanted to bring me along ,
but dad said , if you bring her , I'll shoot you . mum didn't care ,
mum tried to come near me and in the end , dad started hitting her ,
like how he did to his ex wife , till she died . so dad hit mum ,
and i started crying coz of what i saw ,
then dad took a blanket and covered me while he was hitting mum ,
mum took her stuff and got out of the house without me ,
i was there without a mother for a few years , i didn't really knew who was my mother ,
till one day , disaster started ,
mum came to my school with 2 guards and kidnap me and then my teacher called my dad saying that someone took me away , dad brought his gang and tried finding me ,
he called the airport telling the person not to let me in the plane only my mum ,
so we were stuck , mum quickly went to my aunts house ,
then dad went to my grandmas house and threatened everyone ,
dad lost a lot of money just to find me , then after a week ,
mum went to the airport and fought back , so after that , we took the plane .
i ask my mum on the way , who are you , and where is dad , she just said ,
im your mother , your dad is coming soon . then i waited and waited ,
then after i was bigger , mum told me this story , and now ,
i feel so useless and i feel that im just bad luck . my life is just so miserable since young ,
i was hoping that it would change , but .. looks like ,
I'll have to be this way for quite a long time .