And once again , he hurt my feelings . And this time real badly ,
i asked him , if he still loved me , if it was in percentage how much would it be ,
and he said , 80 or 90 ? .

wow .. it really did hurt .. hearing the guy that i loved so much saying that he love me only just like that .
And if i make more mistakes it'll just go lesser and lesser . Ouch ! , well ..
what am i suppose to do .?

I cant force love right . but whatever it is , i will love him no matter what .
i really wish he could keep all those promises , all those words he said ,
i really do wish it wasn't just from his mouth , but from his heart . Well to you dearest ,
I know you don't trust me , and don't love me much , i can see it now .

And it really hurts a lot , i know I've done many wrong things , but why cant you help me ,
at least just tell me what wrongs i did to correct it and just understand me .
i have so many problems over here at home ,
i just wont tell you cause your care towards me is fading .

so , whatever your decision is , then .. i cant do anything , i cant force love . right ? .
But do me a favour , just remember all those words , those sweet words you said to me .
And remember , i love you yeah ? . Its okay if you dont believe ,
as long as i know myself who i really love .